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“The Relentless Moon” Review

Posted on July 12, 2025 by admin

“The Relentless Moon” (Lady Astronaut No. 3) by Mary Robinette Kowal

The Earth is coming to the boiling point as the climate disaster of the Meteor strike becomes more and more clear, but the political situation is already overheated. Riots and sabotage plague the space program. The IAC’s goal of getting as many people as possible off Earth before it becomes uninhabitable is being threatened.

Elma York is on her way to Mars, but the Moon colony is still being established. Her friend and fellow Lady Astronaut Nicole Wargin is thrilled to be one of those pioneer settlers, using her considerable flight and political skills to keep the program on track. But she is less happy that her husband, the Governor of Kansas, is considering a run for President.

Review

I have to be honest and say that I really liked Nicole, the main character in this book, more than Elma in the others. Nicole doesn’t have the “well intended but clueless white person” problem that Elma has along with some other frustrating personality quarks. Nicole seems to be more aware of the issues which has a lot to do with her husband’s work in politics. I also think this book does a better job acknowledging that there are people who will never be able to leave Earth. While there are a couple relevant plot points in the story that impacts a few things, disabled people are still largely still ignored. There’s also the obvious issue that not enough as been done to help the people in the ares most impacted by the Meteor strike who weren’t killed outright. Many of the worst off are largely minorities or poor and uneducated individuals who don’t have the same opportunities as others. I don’t want to spoil the ending too much but there were at least some indications that there would be additional focus on those individuals on Earth as well as supporting the move to the Moon and Mars.

The overall plot of this book was a bit more contained with the issues on the Moon taking up much of the focus. Unfortunately some parts of this book are spoiled by the previous book as the author hadn’t initially planned to write this one. Because this book takes place in the same time as the second book there is a lot overlap in information about what is happening on Earth. However I still think it makes for a good read even though you go in knowing some of what was going to happen. In some ways I had more fun reading this one than the previous two books because of how much I liked Nicole and her friendships with the other characters. Elma is focused on numbers and the big picture knowledge that Earth is in trouble and if humanity is to survive getting off Earth is vital. Nicole ends up being more detail oriented and worried about everyone.

Warnings and additional reviews can be found on the StoryGraph page for “The Relentless Moon”

Book Details

The Relentless Moon book cover. The background of the cover is entirely taken up with an image of the moon with red lines showing the structure of the moonrise. At the bottom are black images of several people wearing spacesuits walking forwards. The author's name is at the top with the title in the center.

Author’s Website: Mary Robinette Kowal
Publisher / Date: Tor Books, July 2020
Genre: Science Fiction, Alternate History
Page Count: 542
Completion Date: July 11, 2025

“The Fated Sky” Review

Posted on July 8, 2025 by admin

“The Fated Sky” (Lady Astronaut No. 2) by Mary Robinette Kowal

Mary Robinette Kowal continues the grand sweep of alternate history begun in The Calculating Stars, The Fated Sky looks forward to 1961, when mankind is well-established on the moon and looking forward to its next step: journeying to, and eventually colonizing, Mars.

Of course the noted Lady Astronaut Elma York would like to go, but there’s a lot riding on whoever the International Aerospace Coalition decides to send on this historic—but potentially very dangerous—mission? Could Elma really leave behind her husband and the chance to start a family to spend several years traveling to Mars? And with the Civil Rights movement taking hold all over Earth, will the astronaut pool ever be allowed to catch up, and will these brave men and women of all races be treated equitably when they get there? This gripping look at the real conflicts behind a fantastical space race will put a new spin on our visions of what might have been.

Review

When the author was originally writing the first book she realized that it would be better as two books instead of one. And this book really does feel like the second half of a two parter (with a little bit of a time jump). There were a lot of things I enjoyed about it – especially the details about the space program the author provides. On the other hand it does have more of the same problems as the first book with regard to how various issues are handled. In this book I do believe it’s intentional that Elma is written as a well intended but clueless White woman trying to support her Black colleges. It does make sense given the setting and the characters in question but I would have preferred something different.

Though to be fair I think a lot of my reactions from having been reading a lot of fiction from authors of color (and disabled authors) who do write things differently from the start. For one thing we’d be getting more of the perspective of people who will be stuck on Earth. While this book does address the idea that there are people who will never be able to make it into space for medical reasons, it never really goes into detail. Honestly with all that’s going on right now that’s actually the more interesting story. How would we actually help the people who won’t make it off Earth. This of course includes disabled people who will even more likely be left behind. It may not be the story the author wanted to focus on but I think it’s something that could have been addressed better.

All that said I do think the books tell an interesting story about a disaster requiring extreme measures to save humanity, and I like idea of a space program actually developing faster as a result. The crew’s trip to Mars and the troubles they faced were interesting. I’m not sure how I feel about one character that Elma had to deal with that she had a history with. His background paints to someone with darker intentions but the narrative doesn’t really address that. Though it probably works within the context of the setting being in the 60s. As with the first book the author included a section at the end that detailed the historical information that is relevant to the books which I liked as well.

Warnings and additional reviews can be found on the StoryGraph page for “The Fated Sky”.

Book Details

The cover of the fated sky is nearly sold orange with shades of yellow near the bottom, and depicts a black image of person in a spacesuit standing on the surface of a planet. The title is written one word on each line in the center of the cover and the authors name is at the top.

Author’s Website: Mary Robinette Kowal
Publisher / Date: Tor Books, August 2018
Genre: Science Fiction, Alternate History
Page Count: 384
Completion Date: July 6, 2025

“Lost In a Desert World” Review

Posted on July 2, 2025 by admin

“Lost in a Desert World: An Autobiography” by Roland Johnson, as told to Karl Williams

Roland Johnson’s autobiography is the triumphant story of a man who rose above an intellectual disability and devastating abuse to become a prominent leader in the self-advocacy movement.

As a child, Roland was sent away to live at the infamous Pennhurst State School in Pennsylvania, where he was sexually assaulted and forced to do unpaid manual labor. When he finally got out, he discovered the “real world” had no place for people like him — people who weren’t considered normal or valuable by societal standards.

Through a hospital counseling program, Roland ultimately began to find his voice. He discovered an ability to speak his truth and to fight for other people with disabilities. He would become president of Speaking for Ourselves and bring wide-scale awareness to the struggles faced by people with disabilities, as well as the unique gifts those same people have to offer.

Review

I think this is a really important book to read – it’s not often stories are told by people with intellectual disabilities themselves in their own words. This book was created from a series of audio interviews Karl Williams conducted with Roland Johnson about his life. Roland had wanted to tell his story and Karl helped him do it. The audio was then transcribed and the book written. Karl notes in the Forward of the book that he took care to not change any of Roland’s words other than to add notes clarify a couple things or indicate who someone was. It’s all Roland’s words as he tells his own story. I believe it worked out well – though I did end up confused in a couple places but I think that’s down to not having the same context as he was telling it. Also since it’s from Roland’s point of view it’s the truth as he knows it regardless of additional details that may not be included.

After the sections of the book that are Roland’s autobiography there are also a collection of speeches and interviews Roland gave during his lifetime. Also included were some memorial items that were published after his death. I think the book was well done in that regard and gives a good detailing about who Roland was. As with any posthumously published work it will never be known for sure how much Roland would have liked the way it was presented or ultimately told. However I do believe Karl Williams tried to be faithful to his friend’s life story.

It’s clear that Roland was someone who wanted better things for everyone – especially those currently stuck in institutions that needed to be released. He was often reminding people of that situation and also talked a lot about “who is in control?” if disabled people aren’t in control of their own lives something is wrong. He wanted disabled people to be able to take control of their one lives and live on their terms, no one else’s.

Note on the language: Roland does use the R-Word throughout the book but at the time he was telling his story that was the only word used for people with intellectual disabilities. He does start talking in the last section of the book about how he wished there was another word to describe his disability and not having to use that word anymore. There’s also some mentioning of low functioning/high functioning that don’t quite work in today’s language preferences. All that said it wouldn’t have made sense to change the language as it wouldn’t have been Roland’s words in the end. He was using the only language he had at the time.

Roland is also very blunt about the abuses he suffered at Pennhurst – it’s not describe graphically but still very clear what happened there.

Book Details

The cover of Lost in a Desert World is taken up by a black and white photograph of Roland wearing a suite standing on the grounds of Pennhurst. The picture is framed with pale brown on the top and bottom where the title and author information are written

Author’s Wikipedia Page: Roland Johnson (1945 – 1994)
Publisher / Date: Speaking for Ourselves, June 1999
Genre: Autobiography
Page Count: 131
Completion Date: July 1, 2025

“The Calculating Stars” Review

Posted on July 2, 2025 by admin

“The Calculating Stars” (Lady Astronaut No. 1) by Mary Robinette Kowal

On a cold spring night in 1952, a huge meteorite fell to earth and obliterated much of the east coast of the United States, including Washington D.C. The ensuing climate cataclysm will soon render the earth inhospitable for humanity, as the last such meteorite did for the dinosaurs. This looming threat calls for a radically accelerated effort to colonize space, and requires a much larger share of humanity to take part in the process.

Elma York’s experience as a WASP pilot and mathematician earns her a place in the International Aerospace Coalition’s attempts to put man on the moon, as a calculator. But with so many skilled and experienced women pilots and scientists involved with the program, it doesn’t take long before Elma begins to wonder why they can’t go into space, too.

Elma’s drive to become the first Lady Astronaut is so strong that even the most dearly held conventions of society may not stand a chance against her.

Review

I’m re-reading the first three books in this series so I can read newest book and so I can put the reviews on my site. I do have something of an old review on my Instagram from when I originally read the first book and started the second, but I’ve redone the review for the first book here and there will be reviews for the others.

I enjoyed reading this again, since it’s been a couple years I’d forgotten some details but many of my thoughts have stayed the same. I really liked the world building that went into this series and the way things were discussed among the characters. The author clearly did their research and had help creating this series as detailed at the end of the book. There is also a section at the end of the book that details some historical items that were used to help build the idea that this all could be possible. I do admit to wishing there had been more time spent on the world building and showing how things were developing throughout the country. The space program is important but perhaps a little more could have been said about the conditions on Earth in this book. Still I think it worked out well and because of the timing a lot of time did have to be spent dealing with the sexism and racism that existed. Different reasons for the same progress that needed to be made.

I like the main characters and I thought they were well done, but I felt like some of the other characters could have been developed more beyond their role as someone for Elma to learn from. In that regard I feel like the sexism was perhaps better handled than the racism. Woman didn’t have a lot of rights in the 50s and were treated as if they were fragile creatures who couldn’t possibly handle being in space. Elma was in the Women Air force Service Pilots program during World War 2 and is a mathematician so she gets to join the International Aerospace Coalition that forms after the strike but there are still many roadblocks in place.

On the racism aspect I think it’s decently handled from a white person’s point of view at least, though I would imagine there might be places where some Black readers might wish things were handled differently. As it stands the author handles things by having the main character constantly realizing what she’s missing. Though that might be intentional on the authors part with Elma being well intended but oblivious to wider issues that people are facing as she’s dealing with her own stuff. Elma and her husband are Jewish and have dealt with their own share of discrimination and the events of the second World War as well. I did like that Martin Luther King Jr. and the beginnings of the civil rights movements are also mentioned throughout the book, as the start of changes for Black people going into space. There’s an intent to deal with the racism alongside the sexism that works out well enough as the series goes on.

It does also have to be pointed out that because it’s the 50s its also pre all the advances made by disabled people in getting their rights in the United States as well. Many people with intellectual and developmental disabilities were locked away in institutions in the 50s. People with some physical disabilities faired somewhat better – the main character’s brother had polio as a child and uses crutches – but was well educated and had opportunities given to him as Elma had. There are a few other mentions of disability and mental health issues throughout the series (Elma also has an anxiety disorder) but not to a great detail. But a lot of that can be put down to how it was in the 50s. Disabled people were ignored unless they were already actively in the community working along side others and that was rare at the time.

While it’s not the story the author wanted to focus on there are a lot of obvious changes to where the disability rights movement will come from given who likely died when the meteorite struck. That said, other people will have lived and would have made the same choices they already were making in getting out of institutions and fighting to be seen and heard.

Warnings and additional reviews can be found on the StoryGraph page for “The Calculating Stars”.

Book Details

The Calculating Stars book cover. The cover is gradient with dark blue at the top to pale blue at the bottom with circle patters throughout he cover. At the bottom are black images of several women walking forwards, some have hats others doe nought most are in dresses or skirts. One might be riding a bicycle. The author's name is at the top with the title in the center.

Author’s Website: Mary Robinette Kowal
Publisher / Date: Tor Books, July 2018
Genre: Science Fiction, Alternate History
Page Count: 432
Completion Date: June 30, 2025

“An Unkindness of Ghosts” Review

Posted on June 21, 2025 by admin

“An Unkindness of Ghosts” by Rivers Solomon

Aster has little to offer folks in the way of rebuttal when they call her ogre and freak. She’s used to the names; she only wishes there was more truth to them. If she were truly a monster, she’d be powerful enough to tear down the walls around her until nothing remains of her world.

Aster lives in the lowdeck slums of the HSS Matilda, a space vessel organized much like the antebellum South. For generations, Matilda has ferried the last of humanity to a mythical Promised Land. On its way, the ship’s leaders have imposed harsh moral restrictions and deep indignities on dark-skinned sharecroppers like Aster. Embroiled in a grudge with a brutal overseer, Aster learns there may be a way to improve her lot–if she’s willing to sow the seeds of civil war.

Review

I’ve been meaning to re-read all of Rivers’ earlier books so that I could review them for my blog. This is Rivers’ first and I really enjoyed it. It’s not entirely clear when the ship left Earth or how it ended up the way it did. But it’s also clear that a lot of information has been lost due to time and how bad things have gotten on the ship. The ship is set up so that those who live on the upper decks are white, rich and living comfortably; while everyone in the lower decks who are darker skinned suffers in poverty and near freezing temperatures. It’s a dark and sad story but it does a good job exploring various themes relating to how things were in times of slavery. I also felt like the book did a great job exploring the themes of neurodivergence and gender identity. It may be set in the future but it’s a reminder of how little things change relating to how badly people treat each other. It’s also a story about how people will do whatever it takes to live or die on their own terms.

Along side all this Aster has been attempting to find out more about her mother who she originally believed died at childbirth. Through journals she discovers there is a lot more to the story. I liked the way Aster kept trying to figure everything out despite everything that was happening. While I did feel like the ending chapters were a bit rushed and the ending abrupt, I have to admit it works for the way things played out.

Warnings and additional reviews can be found on the StoryGraph page for “An Unkindness of Ghosts”

Book Details

The cover is a pale field of stars with grays and light blues and in the stars is the face of a young person looking towards the left with their head slightly turned forward and eyes looking forwards too. The face takes up most of the book and the title is written over their forehead and the author's name at the bottom.

Author’s Website: Rivers Solomon
Publisher / Date: Akashic Books / October 2017
Genre: Science Fiction, Dystopian
Page Count: 349
Completion Date: June 20, 2025

“Hijab Butch Blues” Review

Posted on June 18, 2025 by admin

“Hijab Butch Blues” by Lamya H

When fourteen-year-old Lamya H realizes she has a crush on her teacher—her female teacher—she covers up her attraction, an attraction she can’t yet name, by playing up her roles as overachiever and class clown. Born in South Asia, she moved to the Middle East at a young age and has spent years feeling out of place, like her own desires and dreams don’t matter, and it’s easier to hide in plain sight. To disappear. But one day in Quran class, she reads a passage about Maryam that changes everything: When Maryam learned that she was pregnant, she insisted no man had touched her. Could Maryam, uninterested in men, be . . . like Lamya?

From that moment on, Lamya makes sense of her struggles and triumphs by comparing her experiences with some of the most famous stories in the Quran. She juxtaposes her coming out with Musa liberating his people from the pharoah; asks if Allah, who is neither male nor female, might instead be nonbinary; and, drawing on the faith and hope Nuh needed to construct his ark, begins to build a life of her own—ultimately finding that the answer to her lifelong quest for community and belonging lies in owning her identity as a queer, devout Muslim immigrant.

Review

I really enjoyed reading this memoir. I think the way Lamya uses stories from the Quran to make sense of her own story was interesting. I feel like I learned things from both her explanations of the stories in the Quran and her own life. I felt reading the memoir made me curious to hear other Muslim stories and experiences. I wish the author hadn’t had to write this anonymously but I understand why it had to be. Being anonymous actually gave the author more freedom to tell her own story and be unapologetically queer and Muslim.

In the version of the ebook I read there is an edited transcript of selected portions of an interview between Lamya H and Roxane Gay for the Audacious Book Club from March 30, 2023. I highly recommend reading that interview after reading the memoir as it provides some additional context and explanations.

Book Details

The background of the cover has verious streaks of color - blue, orange red, green and darker green from top to bottom in broad strokes. Over those colors is the profile of a woman in a Hijab turned towards the left with only a small part of her face visible. The title is written near the top with the authors name at the bottom.

Author’s Website: Lamya H
Publisher / Date: The Dial Press, February 2023
Genre: Memoir
Page Count: 284
Completion Date: June 17, 2025

“Interstellar MegaChef” Review

Posted on May 26, 2025 by admin

“Interstellar MegaChef” (Flavour Hacker No. 1) by Lavanya Lakshminarayan

Stepping off a long-haul star freighter with one bag of clothes, her little flying robot Kili and the forged documents she used to flee Earth, Saraswati Kaveri is ready to take on the world. Primus, the oldest and most powerful colony in the United Human Cooperative, is the heart of all art and culture. Primian food is the highest and most sophisticated cuisine in the galaxy. And Interstellar MegaChef, now in its twenty-fifth year of broadcasting, is the showcase and standard of that cuisine. And this year—no matter what obstacles Primus throws in her way, whatever prejudices she encounters, however they sneer on her “Earthling” tastes and methods—Saraswati’s going to win it.

Review

This book was a bit complicated and I’m not entirely sold on any of the characters. It’s described in some places as satire so that explains why things seem to be exaggerated (while also realistic in some ways). That said it’s a fun book and many of the characters were interesting. It’s just that the main characters weren’t the most likable. I did like the fact that there was some character development towards the end but I felt like some realizations came a little too late. Food was obviously a big theme of the book and I really enjoyed all the ways it was described. The central conflict between the way Primian food has been developed and Saraswati’s food knowledge from Earth was well done. I also liked what the book had to say about racism and xenophobia. While the ending isn’t exactly a cliffhanger there were a few important plot lines left unresolved, however this is meant to be the first book in a series and I’m interested in seeing how things progress.

Additional reviews and warnings can be found on the StoryGraph page for “Interstellar MegaChef”

Book Details

Author’s Website: Lavanya Lakshminarayan (BlueSky)
Publisher / Date: Rebellion, November 2024
Genre: Science Fiction
Page Count: 415
Completion Date: May 25, 2025

My LTEs, Op-Ed, and Newsletter

Posted on May 20, 2025 by admin

I’ve had two Letters to the Editor and an Op-Ed published in Local Newspapers:

Letter: ‘We need to improve our healthcare systems and access to mental health’: Community Advocate May 19, 2025 (Scroll down to the bottom of the page to read the letter)
Opinion/Guest column: Kennedy, Trump not ‘helping disabled: Published in the Worcester Telegram & Gazette on May 4, 2025
Letter: ‘We are all in danger from the current administration’: Published in the Community Advocate April 13, 2025 (Scroll down to the bottom of the page to read the letter)

I also started a newsletter which is primarily a weekly list of disability related news:
Jen’s Newsletter Archive

“The Maid and the Crocodile” Review

Posted on May 10, 2025 by admin

“The Maid and the Crocodile” (A Raybearer Story) by Jordan Ifueko

In the magic-soaked capital city of Oluwan, Small Sade needs a job—preferably as a maid, with employers who don’t mind her unique appearance and unlucky foot. But before she can be hired, she accidentally binds herself to a powerful being known only as the Crocodile, a god rumored to devour pretty girls. Small Sade entrances the Crocodile with her secret: she is a Curse Eater, gifted with the ability to alter people’s fates by cleaning their houses.

The handsome god warns that their fates are bound, but Small Sade evades him, launching herself into a new career as the Curse Eater of a swanky inn. She is determined to impress the wealthy inhabitants and earn her place in Oluwan City . . . assuming her secret-filled past—and the revolutionary ambitions of the Crocodile God—don’t catch up with her.

But maybe there is more to Small Sade. And maybe everyone in Oluwan City deserves more, too, from the maids all the way to the Anointed Ones.

Review

I wasn’t entirely sure if this book was going to be my cup of tea because of the romance, but I wanted to give it a chance because it’s set in the same universe as the author’s Raybearer duology which I enjoyed. As it turns out the romance was actually very in the background. Both Small Shade and Crocodile had a lot of things to work through before anything could happen and I loved the story all the more for that. I also really liked the way the author flipped the focus so that we see the commoner point of view of the results of the work done in the original books. While many things were solved by the new rulers in those books, there were a lot of gaps and unintended consequences that Small Shade encountered.

Both characters ended up learning a lot from each other – coming from different worlds and everything that that entails. Small Shade is someone who has long lived under the idea that she must “know her place” and never cause problems because it will only make things worse for her. But there comes a time when making noise and protesting what is happening is just as vital to survival. Crocodile, meanwhile needs to learn what it’s like to not have anything and what not having choices actually means.

I also really liked the disability elements in this story – Small Sade is physically disabled from an accident that crushed her foot, and also dyslexic (though it’s not a diagnosis that exist in this universe). In both cases her disabilities end up adding more to the plot and more ideas for changes.

Additional reviews and warnings can be found on the StoryGraph page for “The Maid and the Crocodile”

Book Details

Author’s Website: Jordan Ifueko
Publisher / Date: Amulet Books, August 2024
Genre: Fantasy, Young Adult
Page Count: 289
Completion Date: May 7, 2025

“Lone Women” Review

Posted on May 4, 2025 by admin

“Lone Women” by Victor LaValle

Adelaide Henry carries an enormous steamer trunk with her wherever she goes. It’s locked at all times. Because when the trunk opens, people around Adelaide start to disappear.

The year is 1915, and Adelaide is in trouble. Her secret sin killed her parents, forcing her to flee California in a hellfire rush and make her way to Montana as a homesteader. Dragging the trunk with her at every stop, she will become one of the “lone women” taking advantage of the government’s offer of free land for those who can tame it—except that Adelaide isn’t alone. And the secret she’s tried so desperately to lock away might be the only thing that will help her survive the harsh territory.

Crafted by a modern master of magical suspense, Lone Women blends shimmering prose, an unforgettable cast of adventurers who find horror and sisterhood in a brutal landscape, and a portrait of early-twentieth-century America like you’ve never seen. And at its heart is the gripping story of a woman desperate to bury her past—or redeem it.

Review

This book was interesting to read and in some ways both simple and a lot more complicated than it initially seems. There are multiple themes going on throughout the book such as racism, sexism and ableism. The reality of Adelaide’s secret is hard to explain without spoiling the whole thing but there are parallels to various issues around disability and responsibilities. I had a few moments where I was concerned about how the book was going to handle those issues, but the ending resolved most of my concerns.

There are multiple plot threads going on through out the book and I liked the way the characters interacted and the various relationships that were shown. There were a couple things that didn’t get explained as well as I’d have liked (as an example it’s not clear how Adelaide and everyone actually survived on their own as they didn’t seem to have access to supplies). I liked all the characters Adelaide ends up being friends with and the way the ending was described. Though I did end up wishing more was said about the future of one character who ended up being my favorite.

Additional reviews and warnings can be found on the StoryGraph page for “Lone Women”

Book Details

Author’s Website: Victor LaValle
Publisher / Date: One World, March 2023
Genre: Horror, Historical Fiction
Page Count: 320
Completion Date: May 3, 2025